Thursday will be 8 months since you left us, but I am writing to you tonite because I will be traveling to Florida on that day. I am going to say my good bye to Andy. You know how we all loved him and what a big part of our family he was. I keep hearing him say "it will be alright". Boy we sure did not start 2012 with a happy tone did we. Well hito we sure do miss you and now we are going to miss Andy. We still cannot believe he is gone. How cruel life can be sometimes. He was just beginning to work thru his grief from loosing Josh. Or I think he was because he was able to talk about him to us. I know that is the cycle, we're born, we live and we die. But we are never prepared to loose the people we love. Oh how difficult this last 8 months have been for our family and your friends. And now how much more difficult it will be especially for your mom and for Andy's mom and both our families. Our dear friend Paul was also dealt a double whammie right along with us. Andy and your mom were so happy about their new home and how this was going to be a new start for them. We will all be thinking of you and Andy and Josh. Even though I did not know Josh very well because I only went to FL once a year. He was always so nice and polite to me. Tell him I think of him often and wish I had been there to say good bye. Andy cared for you alot and I know he missed you . Andy was always sitting at his house and writting to you. Give him a big hug for me. So now you will get a chance to hang with both of them. This is going to be a difficult year for everyone that loved all of you!!
I think I will say good night for now. I feel like I am rambling, i don't think any of us has had a good nights
sleep since Andy got hurt . And now back to Florida 3 trips in 8 months. That's a record for me.
Sending my love to you, Andy & Josh!
LULT.....FOREVER
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